Settling into my new place and enjoying our backyard that the previous tenants turned into a little veggie field.
Put myself together a cute little gardening outfit from the clearance aisle (jeans were too short but otherwise perfect). My partner was gassing me up and even I sorta thought i looked cute despite not shaving for a few days.
Unfortunately my back is a fuck and I can't work for longer than an hour or two.
dysphoria talk
The outfit was really super cute but god I'm realizing exactly how fucking much i hate my shoulders and my upper body in general. I think it's partially because I have such messed up posture, my upper body is just so fucking wide I can't stand it.
Also the lower half of my face is too goddamn wide. I think from a distance or in the mirror it's not too bad but seeing myself in photos i feel so shitty, I think it's making me really want to try for FFS asap, but I can't afford to take time off to heal so It's not really accessible until I get sorta financially stable.
The silver lining is that my eyes and lashes are so goddamn pretty actually. When I have my bangs properly styled I really like my face from the nose up. It's the one thing keeping me going right now.
Settling into my new place and enjoying our backyard that the previous tenants turned into a little veggie field.
Put myself together a cute little gardening outfit from the clearance aisle (jeans were too short but otherwise perfect). My partner was gassing me up and even I sorta thought i looked cute despite not shaving for a few days.
Unfortunately my back is a fuck and I can't work for longer than an hour or two.
dysphoria talk
The outfit was really super cute but god I'm realizing exactly how fucking much i hate my shoulders and my upper body in general. I think it's partially because I have such messed up posture, my upper body is just so fucking wide I can't stand it.
Also the lower half of my face is too goddamn wide. I think from a distance or in the mirror it's not too bad but seeing myself in photos i feel so shitty, I think it's making me really want to try for FFS asap, but I can't afford to take time off to heal so It's not really accessible until I get sorta financially stable.
The silver lining is that my eyes and lashes are so goddamn pretty actually. When I have my bangs properly styled I really like my face from the nose up. It's the one thing keeping me going right now.