so horrifically in touch with everything I'm bad at, every way I just do not fit what other people expect
tell me you know that feel, please
so horrifically in touch with everything I'm bad at, every way I just do not fit what other people expect
tell me you know that feel, please
Highly, highly relate. It feels like I’m always searching to find someone who feels this way. Like in the context of social events, I will always be the one person at the event trying to find the other person (or people) who are also looking as lost as myself. But I truly never can
This thought has been there as early as elementary school basketball tryouts and persisted throughout the entirety of my pathetic existence
!!! so much this. I definitely try to find the other leftover weirdos to befriend, and it is not necessarily a reliable strategy, but it's better than hanging with the normies
it's why I'll probably never entirely give up cigarettes – they're just too useful as a social crutch, which I desperately need
basically the only way I have made friends in my life is spotting the other weirdos and being like hiiii i'm weird too let's be friends :)
and it's worked so far lol
this is great advice, this strategy has also previously been effective for me
guess I need to be out in more situations where I might run across other weirdos 🤔
I need to unlock this role
Sounds like I ought to pick up cigarettes
do not recommend, I'm a genuine freak who can take them or leave them, I've fucked around with them for decades but have never been a daily smoker, which is exceedingly rare. they ruin most people's lives.
weed is just as good a crutch and less horrifically harmful