• urlocaltranscomrade [none/use name]
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    4 years ago

    Sometimes you’re the one who experiences the disappearing. But then other times (in my case) you live long enough to become the disappeared. 👻 Honestly though, depression is just what fucked me up. I feel bad for all the people I ever interact with and inevitably fall out of touch with.

    • Comrade_Cummies [he/him]
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      4 years ago

      This so much. It's almost a year now since I've spoken to some of my fav online groups. I just suddenly stopped coming on for them. I feel especially bad 'cause one of them is really sweet, someone who always made my day, and someone I could've had a life long friendship with. We needed each other and I let her down. It's a habit tbh, I ghost when I need time for myself. She doesn't even know if I'm alive and probably fucking hates me now, but what's new?