I feel this on so many fucking levels. Obviously, not the admin part, but I had taken time away from the site because of all the anti-trans people and because of all the hollow performative actions of our “allies.” I’m just fucking done. I wish this could have been better.
Sometimes you’re the one who experiences the disappearing. But then other times (in my case) you live long enough to become the disappeared. 👻 Honestly though, depression is just what fucked me up. I feel bad for all the people I ever interact with and inevitably fall out of touch with.