I distract myself as best as I can but feel it all to well too. What helped for me was thinking my economic standing has no bearing to my self-worth. My cats will always love me even if I'm broke since they have no concept of money or status. Hopes this helps in some way :meow-hug:
it’s a trauma, literally everything has been transient except instability. i have very important changes ready to make, which I saw I was on the cusp of last night, but now it’s like why should i put my hopes into it if so many other things have fallen apart.
Until it happens we can't be sure if it's gonna work or not. The one way it won't work is by not trying and maybe if you try a miracle would happen. Miaracles work occasionally but only when we give it our all. I don't know what your doing Grown but I sincerely wish you the best. Give it your all and know no matter what we all still love you :anarchy-heart:
Sorry if not the best words but never been too good with them.
I got hit with some hyper-specific captialism based sadness.
suddenly things seems inescapable just because a tiny glint of light can be seen, and i’ve felt like i’ve been here many many many times before.
poverty based depression is so fucking real and it’s incredible how it shows up when you think you’ve escaped the conditions if only slightly.
I distract myself as best as I can but feel it all to well too. What helped for me was thinking my economic standing has no bearing to my self-worth. My cats will always love me even if I'm broke since they have no concept of money or status. Hopes this helps in some way :meow-hug:
it’s a trauma, literally everything has been transient except instability. i have very important changes ready to make, which I saw I was on the cusp of last night, but now it’s like why should i put my hopes into it if so many other things have fallen apart.
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Until it happens we can't be sure if it's gonna work or not. The one way it won't work is by not trying and maybe if you try a miracle would happen. Miaracles work occasionally but only when we give it our all. I don't know what your doing Grown but I sincerely wish you the best. Give it your all and know no matter what we all still love you :anarchy-heart:
Sorry if not the best words but never been too good with them.