Oh man, I totally feel that. Sometimes I try to put myself in that alien mindset, try to think all the nastiest things I can think for all the most shallow, horrible reasons, deny the humanity of others for a moment. I kind of half hope that something will click, something will come into focus and that worldview will make some kind of sense, but it never does.
It feels like trying to think like a bug, tbh. Not in terms of intelligence, but socially, trying to emulate the "got mine, fuck you" outlook always just leaves me feeling alone and psychotic.
Oh man, I totally feel that. Sometimes I try to put myself in that alien mindset, try to think all the nastiest things I can think for all the most shallow, horrible reasons, deny the humanity of others for a moment. I kind of half hope that something will click, something will come into focus and that worldview will make some kind of sense, but it never does.
It feels like trying to think like a bug, tbh. Not in terms of intelligence, but socially, trying to emulate the "got mine, fuck you" outlook always just leaves me feeling alone and psychotic.