Why's life got to be the way it is :/
I'm tired of this rat race I didnt ask to put in. My childhood was robbed; and life rn is just an endless cycle of wake up -> work -> sleep -> rinse and repeat. Ugh I just want to be happy and content man.
I'm not suicidal or anything, just feeling kinda down rn
Matt is so great. I'm staying off the drink for a while, been going hard this whole summer because of being locked up on my balcony with rum, so today I watched Matt being blackout drunk in 2018. I mean I still wanna get drunk, but now I have perspective.