I'm 26 and never had a girlfriend or s*x or anything I've never even really had friends lol

part of it is likely having a toxic family who, while not as bad as it could be, damaged me enough to lead me to where I am now but I'm also old and probably have spent enough time as an "adult" that I could have fixed this years ago so it is also probably a big personal failing on my part

I have other huge L's but they would get me banned/ostracized from this place lol