I’m in the prime of my youth, and that’s basically my whole dating history. Not to sound like an incel but being alone and constantly rejected fucking hurts, it just sucks so much.

I guess you could say I’m still so young or whatever but that’s even worse because like I’m supposed to be dating and having sex and having fun at this age lmao. And soon enough I’m going to reach a point where my lack of experience is going to be unattractive, I’m definitely looking forward to that.

I just want love. :doomjak: Not to get too “we live in a society” but maybe this world/society isn’t meant for love and lovers. In which case I’d rather not exist here anymore.

  • HumanBehaviorByBjork [any, undecided]
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    2 years ago

    also this isn't really a direct response but i think it's worth examining how the mental specter of the "incel" has been totally corrosive to the social well-being of a lot of internet users; mostly young men but young women too who become afraid of themselves and of their own loneliness because they're convinced that if they ever express any need for human connection people will treat them like the next Elliot Rodger.

    • riley
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      8 months ago

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    • Tapirs10 [undecided,she/her]
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      2 years ago

      Yeah I definitely get you there. There's some part of me that wonders how many past wrong turns it would have taken me to go from being "internet loser who is single" as I am now to the same, but hateful.