I do watch these, it's just that I feel like three to five hours are way better spent on a good movie or a talk by someone a bit more qualified. Might be a bit arrogant on my part, I dunno, but I just can't even begin to comprehend the level of self-confidence (or whatever else drives that impulse) needed to record and publish a 4+ hour video essay of you talking about a subject. I'm a teacher and I do not know if I can speak for that long about the stuff I teach.