Can't even fucking talk to any of my various therapists about this shit. No I can't just "not think about stuff I can't control". I'm autistic, have severe general anxiety, and pretty bad ADHD that medication only marginally helps. I've already improved immensely and stopped worrying about most things.

Except this one.

I organize too don't tell me to do that

Also texts about revolutionary optimism didn't help either. All that shit was a hundred years ago in a completely different state of world

  • QueerCommie [she/her, fae/faer]
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    10 months ago

    On the one hand I peaked emotionally during the pandemic when I was not yet a teen or Marxist. On the other hand I understand the world a whole lot more and what needs to be done. You should see how people feel that care and know a lot about the environment but don’t understand capitalism.

    • ashinadash [she/her]
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      10 months ago

      You're so young lol

      I used to be kinda like that. Since my teens I'd been drifting further and further left in terms of political position, sans any theory or material understanding. It was frustrating not understanding much, yes, but now with glasses-on I'm like, Wow! Everything is horrible all the time!