hey, i'm hmmm.
I've been lurking for maybe a year now. I'm currently figuring out my queerness (hexbear helped me a lot already). I like ttrpgs and video games.
I feel kind of lost atm, so I thought I post.
Hewwo!
Welcome! Glad you decided to make an account! Welcome to the posting trenches!
Our queer community is my favorite queer community, and have helped me out with my identity as well!
(i don't know anything about foucault, hope that's ok. anything you'd recommend?)
The History of Sexuality is what he's best known for
he wrote some interesting albeit slightly idealist stuff about how power operates, but also he was kinda sus
so I thought I post
this is the best conclusion to arrive at
remember: semper post
CW: addiction
I'm realizing more and more how much alcohol addiction has hindered my own self-development. But also, idk how to write this, I still feel like I'm just a person who is keen to getting addicted to stuff. Although I realize some behavior is bad for me, my brain will just rationalize it somehow.
(not sure if the topic for the CW is ok, sorry if it's not)
Also I recently left a leftist org because it felt like all they did was electorialism which I think was partly due to the orgs lack of discussion regarding the org's positions. I think, if there's no clear position, being there and discussing strategy or whatever is just tedious, because every member has a different opinion on what the individual proclaimed values of the org actually mean. If the org somehow stated 'btw, we only do electorialism', I'd at least have saved my time.
thx for reading my venting :)
Hi! (formerly lurked and now deciding to post a bit more as reddit is a complete shithole)
if you like ttrpgs/video games definitely check out Citizen Sleeper. really neat style and gets increasingly cozy as you progress which I think is unusual and cool
endings
I'm not sure the name, but the ending given after completing the storylines added in later updates, and just becoming a resident of the eye for the remainder of your life. The first "ending" I got along with the achievement was choosing not to merge with the gardener program, which I think is called "Warmth and light"