Like yeah I know capitalism is stealing my time and energy, yeah I know "laziness" is mostly a myth, etc. etc.
But like there's still creative stuff I want to do in my free time, like paint or write or play music, that I feel like I just physically can't bring myself to do.
So how do you do stuff?
baby steps, breaking down your goals into tiny and smaller steps, not beating yourself up when you really want to beat yourself up for not progressing as fast as you originally planned, discovering your own pace, increasing those baby steps at whatever your own pace is, enjoying actually doing some things and eventually (after a long or not so long time) getting good enough that you actually ended up doing a thing that you had wanted to do.