He's dead to me. I switch rapidly between hoping his zombifying body dies ASAP, and missing the person he was before Nazis brainwashed and stole him.

He was a shitty friend who gatekept random things, like listening to bands in his mid-twenties. Much due to toxic masculinity. I found him quite cringey. Now he's a Nazi.

Yet I mourn his cringe ass each day. A whole person was lost to Nazis. I'm cycling, and I need new outlooks on this situation to get out of this rut. My self care is suffering.

  • HexaSnoot [none/use name]
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    2 years ago

    We're each an entire universe. An entire universe of human genius can make for a very dangerous predator.

    Someone seemed to find it weird that I said "white cult." I call the Nazis that because I need to remember I don't have the skill to rescue someone from a cult. A death cult. A predatory swarm of insects who've been reduced to the evil of overconsuming and destroying until nothing's left.

    He's a goner, and I hope his alcoholism, Covid, or monkeypox takes him out. :inshallah-script: