He's dead to me. I switch rapidly between hoping his zombifying body dies ASAP, and missing the person he was before Nazis brainwashed and stole him.

He was a shitty friend who gatekept random things, like listening to bands in his mid-twenties. Much due to toxic masculinity. I found him quite cringey. Now he's a Nazi.

Yet I mourn his cringe ass each day. A whole person was lost to Nazis. I'm cycling, and I need new outlooks on this situation to get out of this rut. My self care is suffering.

  • GuerrillaMindset [none/use name]
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    2 years ago

    i had a close friend at the jan 6 shit and it was pathetic, he tweeted about leaving right when shit popped off like he had no clue how deep in this shit he was, but he was deep--he was leading maga car rallies across the coast and shit and then once shit gets real he's like oh snap what am i doing and leaves. so fucking dumb. he got alienated from all of his friends and family and eventually called us all one by one to apologize and say he realized he was wrong and was done with the political shit after things kinda blew up in his face. he was always apolitical before this to an annoying degree and suddenly he was a qanoner who knew everything. but then after his whole apology and everything like 6 months later he was tweeting lets go brandon shit and i'm not convinced he'll ever change. really sad and i don't really know how to even interact anymore because i loved him but what the fuck is this? like a line has been crossed and most of our friends feel the same.