I'm happy you could move out of these feelings by transitioning, but they aren't always disphoria. Being a man in modern society is horrifyingly isolating, and the way out isn't just transitioning for everyone. I had to find other men who didn't accept this as universal law or true at all and are open to sharing our burdens. I don't face a lonely sun by myself, my friends and I see a star together, and face whatever that means by each other's side.