A few days ago I ran into her in the library and we haven’t seen each other in like 12 months but her appearance changed and it kind of made me :reigen-sweat: We just talked and caught up, but a pressing question was in the back of my mind the whole time, which is the title of this post.
We usually just refer to each other as “cousins” when talking to other people because it was easier than explaining the family tree. No, I don’t plan on doing anything with her. We don’t have much in common and we grew up together so it’s weird even if she wasn’t related to anyone in my family. But, I am normal right?
I'm gonna be Mr. Serious for a second. I hate to kink shame, but it's healthy to block certain feelings. There's a lot of sexual stuff that pops in my head where I go "ugh no" and try to move on, because it's not acceptable.