i've sorta felt empty lately. i constantly feel this urge to self-medicate somehow, but i don't have access to weed and i refuse to drink alcohol because hangovers give me anxiety attacks. i don't know how to deal with this feeling of emptiness, since most of the time i just don't feel like interacting with anyone and i don't have much to do with the spare time i have, and i have a lot of it.

  • theytakemeawayfrom [he/him]
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    4 years ago

    i recently started going to the gym every week with a friend of mine, which has helped a bit. i still have this feeling when i'm alone though

    • eiknat [comrade/them]
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      4 years ago

      check out r/bodyweightfitness on reddit. it's something you can do for an hour at home every day which can give you a mood boost.

      are you hurting for social interaction? maybe an MMO video game?

      • theytakemeawayfrom [he/him]
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        4 years ago

        thanks for the subreddit suggestion, i'll take a look

        i dunno, i have access to social interaction but most of the time i don't feel like talking to people or playing games with them in voice chat. i have played mmos a lot in the past but they were mostly just time sinks, not social things.

        • eiknat [comrade/them]
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          4 years ago

          you're really not alone! maybe it's related to the covid situation? so many people i know have been feeling anxious or depressed since march or so. maybe some talk therapy could help, even if you aren't depressed/anxious, everyone can benefit from a little therapy sometimes _

          • theytakemeawayfrom [he/him]
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            4 years ago

            it's definitely related to how the world is. i was in therapy for three years a bit ago and it helped a lot. i should talk to a close friend about my situation so i get some face to face interaction. thank you <3