i've sorta felt empty lately. i constantly feel this urge to self-medicate somehow, but i don't have access to weed and i refuse to drink alcohol because hangovers give me anxiety attacks. i don't know how to deal with this feeling of emptiness, since most of the time i just don't feel like interacting with anyone and i don't have much to do with the spare time i have, and i have a lot of it.
i'll try to do that. i think the problem is that i write as if someone else is gonna read it, so i want every sentence to have meaning. but i'm the only one who is ever gonna read it. again, thank you for the suggestion
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