I've felt absolutely tired for the last few months. Everything is falling apart, but I'm not surprised by anything anymore.
Trump admitted to downplaying covid? That's nice.
Border camps go full nazi? cool.
I don't feel anything anymore, just tired. I get up, go to work and then go home, repeat the same thing tomorrow. I read about hellworld, and just feel absolutely helpless. Fuck, I just want to do something meaningful, y'know?
I'm with you, hellworld is fucking exhausting on every level right now, and as individuals there's not much we can do about it. It's easy to look at how shitty everything is and internalize that, hell I've been doing that all day with the latest ICE stuff.
It's kind of a basic suggestion, but meditation helps me ground myself when stuff gets overwhelming, whether it's the freaking news or my social anxiety or whatever. Even if the revolution isn't tomorrow, may as well do what we can to put ourselves in a healthy mental state for when the chance arises to really do something, you know?
Find a way to take care of yourself, whatever that means to you. Hang in there.