Back again with one of these threads. You all know the drill!
Rough night last night. Didn't go to the office today, but am still sitting in on a 4 hour meeting. Got another one on Friday. Tomorrow night I get to be stuck in a room with 3 people that don't like me. Hooray! I'll have a few friends there at least, so I can go disappear with them when needed, to some degree at least.
Gonna buy myself a nice sandwich later to soothe the soul, and bathe the pups tonight and stay sober.
I'm feeling kinda eh. Not crying every night, but also, not super happy. Kind of a neutral mood. Still not feeling fulfilled with my social connections. Still not feeling happy about my inability to start conversation or keep it going. I want to get better social skills, but I still don't know how. But I'm at the point mentally where I'm not only thinking about how miserable I am.
Trying to find an in-person support group, my therapist and I both agree I need the in-person interaction, but none of them are responding to my calls.
I remember you talked a little about this last time. Glad you're still keeping at it and trying to make moves! That's great! :meow-hug: