yeah I know, I've just had bad experiences with people who change their minds so suddenly over things they found online. I've known two people like that who became leftists for a while, and both of them ended up drifting away after just the slightest exposure to something else. One got into leftist stuff because of anarchist memes, Utah Phillips music, and some forgotten youtube debate guy. He became a typical right wing libertarian after seeing a different set of memes, and now he's some kind of Catholic monarchist.