Went to a beach with some friends and wasn't able to wash my feet off before getting in the car. The car had rubber mats and I just had to hover my feet above it but even that was miserable. I don't remember being so bothered by textures as a kid, it often feels like that symptom has gotten so much worse. The car ride was only 10 ish minutes but it felt like forever and I had to hold back tears for a good portion of it.
Now I am isolating myself from everyone and my girlfriend is bringing me food from the kitchen. Everyone other than my girlfriend thinks I have a headache. Idk what I'd do without her. The sourdough toast and stardew valley are making me feel better as well.
Idk how to end this I just needed to get it out yk?
Can I ask why you didn't just brush off your feet? It takes a couple minutes and you can do it in the car. God gave man vacuum cleaners specifically for cleaning sand out of cars.
Understandable response but it was because my feet were still wet and the sand was also all over the floor where I would have put my feet. Brushing them off wouldn't get all the sand
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Its possible, I was filled with panic and not exactly thinking straight. I chose a path of action and stuck with it I suppose.
I must say though I think you aren't getting how overstimulated by this sand I was. I wasn't upset other people weren't having my problem, in that moment other people didn't exist to me. I was much to focused on not crying
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Oh god I used to have a nightmare of a stutter as a child and I feel your pain. I used to just stop speaking when I could feel myself about to stutter. Thankfully it was a physical impairment that I have mostly fixed but it still slips out
I'd love to continue this conversation but I am being censored by the mods here while my abuser is left alone. Wonder what that's about.
Tbh you were being a bit of prick but I chose to ignore it out of the assumption that you simply didn't experience a similar struggle as me
I also just dont enjoy being hostile
What a surprise. A neurodivergent community that assumes you're a prick instead of maybe a little neurodivergent themselves. It's almost funny.
You say that like this is a regular experience for you? If thats the case you may want to look into the common denominator
If it were a regular occurance, why would it be a surprise? Most communities are far less judgemental.
My mistake, I understood the "what a suprise" as sarcasm
Now that I do get a lot. I've tried adding /s to things sometimes when I'm trying to be sarcastic but it doesn't always work.
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