I ended up (allegedly) picking up some heat and i stopped dropping acid and shit right

i used to average (allegedly) 750+ ugs every two weeks and that was after i cut back from 1mg + a week when i was going hard

i want to be responsible but everyone i ask for advice on curbing wanting to keep up with how things were are complete fucking fiends

i told someone and they pretty much blew past how i said im trying to cut back and after (allegedly) the heat and the rounds im flat broke too

part of me is like ok these people want me dead (system, chuds, etc) and while cutting back on reasons for them fucking with me sounds good for prevention, they shoot first and i always have this heat so it would be open and shut like how they did everyone they keep fucking with and killing

im at these protests so you already know how they do people like that so i cant just have (allegedly) a sheet and weed and heat you know what i mean?

either way idk if you get me and have some not crackhead advice thats cool but 2020 is kicking my shit in so you already know

also fuck that orange cheeto can this scum piece of shit die already