I ended up (allegedly) picking up some heat and i stopped dropping acid and shit right
i used to average (allegedly) 750+ ugs every two weeks and that was after i cut back from 1mg + a week when i was going hard
i want to be responsible but everyone i ask for advice on curbing wanting to keep up with how things were are complete fucking fiends
i told someone and they pretty much blew past how i said im trying to cut back and after (allegedly) the heat and the rounds im flat broke too
part of me is like ok these people want me dead (system, chuds, etc) and while cutting back on reasons for them fucking with me sounds good for prevention, they shoot first and i always have this heat so it would be open and shut like how they did everyone they keep fucking with and killing
im at these protests so you already know how they do people like that so i cant just have (allegedly) a sheet and weed and heat you know what i mean?
either way idk if you get me and have some not crackhead advice thats cool but 2020 is kicking my shit in so you already know
also fuck that orange cheeto can this scum piece of shit die already
Chill on the L man thats gotta be fucking w your head. I love psychs too but do them 1-2 times a year, I get too deep in my head when I'm tripping all the time. I know its a time where we want to escape and forget but you gotta get grounded or you'll just keep fading away. Find something that gives u meaning. Even if its little things the present moment always contains beauty. If u can, give yourself a day to take care of yourself--eat good, long shower/bath, pet an animal, watch a (light) movie or show. We can't be on the grind 24/7 we gotta find a balance. I've been strung out on uppers for months straight, dabbled with heroin, i know its tough but its possible to live better. Give urself the permission to enjoy a day and gather your thoughts. Good luck <3
thanks for not being some weird paranoid fuck, i actually needed this
solidarity forever 100000000000%
Kratom. Couple grams a day keeps things interesting. Don't go wild with it! Absolute max would be 4g/day, take a break if you're at that and want to do more. It's pretty cheap, too.
This is now a real address sharing thread.
Elmo Matthews
129 Baker Street, Missoula MT 1285
ok so i made a throwaway for this throwaway because im serious as fuck
everything is allegedly for a REASON
the whole reason i titled this post that is because real shit people here are so paranoid and shit like you and the other headass in these comments
like bro
im here literally to weigh options that im struggling with and maybe get better advice than im getting because people are WILD
when you tell someone maybe you dont want to slip back into eating stupid amounts of acid ALLEGEDLY with the burner around and shit and someone says you should combo with shrooms and xtc im not trying to hear that right now
and i see mental health check ins here so why not try to get some help
either way damn bro what the fuck is wrong with you nobody is trying to dox youre weak 12 year old pretend shit
let me guess
you had a g of weed or some shit and now you think you (ironically on google chrome or some clearweb browser with no security) are out here posting how xyz politician should die or some dumb shit and now you think everything is directly coming for YOU
nobody cares, even the real people out here infiltrating are laughing so fucking hard at you probably, and if the only thing you can say is that im "somehow one of them" youre literally proving my point
I literally don't know what you're asking. That's my advice. I literally don't know.