You are not Winston. You are not in the Party. You are a prole. The party doesn't give a shit about what you think, do or say. The only exception is if you pose a meaningful threat to the Party. In which case, the Republican-Democrat Party, the Capitalist Party of the United States of America will threaten you, disappear you, etc, etc, just like they have done to every threat in American history.
Fidel, Ho, and Sankara are (mostly) good. I just dislike Mao and Stalin. You're basically saying that I'm incapable of critical though, which is hurtful.