For the first time ever I joined a voice call while playing a game (among us) and as soon as I said something everyone immediately started going "Is that a female??" "You're a female??" "There are females here??" I get that it was supposed to be a joke but fuck it felt so alienating to be bombarded with that in my first attempt at gaming socially
Cum poisioning. Thier alienation and atomization causes them to turn away from society. However they secretly want society.
Girls, to such alienated folk represent the totemic power of society and they are both scared and mesmerized by them. At least thats how I experienced it in highschool.
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