People using downers generally settle into a routine and after a while are just using to not withdraw. Uppers users are chasing the high and the drugs themselves tend to lead to irrational choices where with downers it's the desperation due to the lack of a fix that leads to desperate measures, someone addicted to uppers has for sure not been sleeping right for a long time and a constant stream of stimulants fucks your mental state up.pretty good anyway. Uppers also don't have physical withdrawals so they're chasing a high and not running from sickness, different mentality there.
Yeah, much different headspace for sure. I also know from my personal experience that I didn't have a single downer dealer that would have taken a barter, they were all hard cash only. I'd assume that it was because another downer addict doesn't have the energy to sell shit even if it's a good deal.
My dealers were always pretty close friends/roommates so transactions and loans were handled pretty friendly and within the confines of the honor system. Fuck, the place I used to live at my roommates and I would get stupid amounts of free cradk just because none of us were addicted to it so a dealer could use our house to chop and weigh without a risk of fiends and theft, all 3 of us could blast a boulder or 2, tweak out for a few hours and call it a night which I know isn't common but the first hit is the only good one, I never saw the point in going out for another bag.
I get that, my roommate is an ex coke dealer, and I was one of the only people they'd do coke with because I just don't get addicted to stimulants (besides the almighty nicotine). I'd actively slow them down, they knew I wasn't just hanging out for coke. I'd also occasionally buy a little bit off them just to keep the split fair. I would love to just get like a dose or two of a stimulant to fuck with for a bit, just don't really ever want to pay for it because I don't care for it more than a casual thing.
People using downers generally settle into a routine and after a while are just using to not withdraw. Uppers users are chasing the high and the drugs themselves tend to lead to irrational choices where with downers it's the desperation due to the lack of a fix that leads to desperate measures, someone addicted to uppers has for sure not been sleeping right for a long time and a constant stream of stimulants fucks your mental state up.pretty good anyway. Uppers also don't have physical withdrawals so they're chasing a high and not running from sickness, different mentality there.
Yeah, much different headspace for sure. I also know from my personal experience that I didn't have a single downer dealer that would have taken a barter, they were all hard cash only. I'd assume that it was because another downer addict doesn't have the energy to sell shit even if it's a good deal.
My dealers were always pretty close friends/roommates so transactions and loans were handled pretty friendly and within the confines of the honor system. Fuck, the place I used to live at my roommates and I would get stupid amounts of free cradk just because none of us were addicted to it so a dealer could use our house to chop and weigh without a risk of fiends and theft, all 3 of us could blast a boulder or 2, tweak out for a few hours and call it a night which I know isn't common but the first hit is the only good one, I never saw the point in going out for another bag.
I get that, my roommate is an ex coke dealer, and I was one of the only people they'd do coke with because I just don't get addicted to stimulants (besides the almighty nicotine). I'd actively slow them down, they knew I wasn't just hanging out for coke. I'd also occasionally buy a little bit off them just to keep the split fair. I would love to just get like a dose or two of a stimulant to fuck with for a bit, just don't really ever want to pay for it because I don't care for it more than a casual thing.