Does this make sense at all? In my head, it’s the most clear. When written, I feel like I’m not able to fully express what I’m thinking. When speaking, it’s like fucking Russian roulette and can be wonderfully put together and eloquent or stroke-like.
Is there any way to improve this or is it just the way my damn brain works?
It's like getting a crystal clear image of a schematic with everything laid out, but then I have to do the human equivalent of translating it into binary so it can be perceived at low resolution by others
As a kid I used to tell my teacher that I have "issues with putting the knowledge in my brain into the world", of course me claiming that I actually knew the right answer/proper solution was dismissed as "cope".
One of the best explanations for how I feel that I’ve ever come across