If you ever want to talk let me know. It doesn’t really matter how fucked up it is tbh because at this point that specific friend I mentioned first doesn’t matter to me like that because it was fucked up what she did and I don’t need that in my life. Definitely not. But that was still a friend and it’s fucked up to lose a friend. It hurts. It’s fucked up to lose people. And MOST especially to lose that shit right now of all times. Sorry I’m buzzed and I hope I am making sense.