and like she was calling me "the music anon" and i was hey i got a friend who actually likes similar music, or rather, who likes this genre of music that my friends don't

and then she went "get out of the shadows let's be friends" i didn't really want to but i went and did it, sent her a DM hello i'm the music anon tell me what you think about this /sends a clip/

then she literally ignored the song and just asked some whatever questions like since when was i following her, and i said since september, and that i was following her because my feed was boring since all my friends acted like boomers on twitter, taking themselves too seriously or being g*mers, and also that i didn't have any friends to send certain songs to

then she asked me "how old are you" and i said "29, only got 1 more year to live sadly" and she said "well that explains the boomerisms"

then she ignored me again, and not just on DMs she never even answered 2 twitter replies i sent such as when she posted that "parents if your child listens to synth pop and post-punk they're LGBT" and i replied like "what if i like dark wave which kind of mixes both"

and now i feel even weirder because she's like 18 and i'm 29 with a fake twitter photo (that picrew crap) because i hate taking selfies (last one i posted was in 2017) and i'm wondering if she's avoiding me because she thinks i'm some kind of internet pedophile???

not gonna lie feeling like shit i miss when i just had a pal to send songs to

fuck