Being poor and still feeling lonely sucks worse. Can you go to part-time or casual for a bit? Just unwind and unhook from the fulltime lifestyle? Maybe you just need a good long sabbatical-type thing or a multi-month vacation (even if there's no where you can go).
Sounds like you might be experiencing some depression, too. I ain't a doctor but the way you're talking about stuff you like, the way you're talking about your friends and family, how you feel lonely and unmotivated reminds me of my partner before they got hardcore depressed. Nothing bad has to happen to trigger depression, it can just happen. You should probably talk to a professional about these feelings, might be serious.
Being poor and still feeling lonely sucks worse. Can you go to part-time or casual for a bit? Just unwind and unhook from the fulltime lifestyle? Maybe you just need a good long sabbatical-type thing or a multi-month vacation (even if there's no where you can go).
Sounds like you might be experiencing some depression, too. I ain't a doctor but the way you're talking about stuff you like, the way you're talking about your friends and family, how you feel lonely and unmotivated reminds me of my partner before they got hardcore depressed. Nothing bad has to happen to trigger depression, it can just happen. You should probably talk to a professional about these feelings, might be serious.