I gave up any hope I previously had about 3 or 4 months ago. At this point, I know I'm probably going to catch it and with my pre-existing medical conditions, it will likely kill me. Watching all this unfold and how bad our government and ruling class have handled this, but not just that, seeing the everyday common people retort to the usual class war of blaming each other and other sub divisions, I have no hope. Help isn't coming. Even after all this, it's just going to push more bricks into the road of fascism. We're seriously counting down the days we enter fascism.