I'm increasingly becoming unironically volcel. Every time I get horny, I simply deny my programming, firmly remind myself of my volcel oath, and do something more productive, haha. I haven't had sex in almost 9 months and lately I genuinely feel better about myself for it. There's no anxiety over sexually disappointing and no hollow feeling when contact inevitably fizzles out afterwards.
I feel like I have so many better things I could be doing than dating or chasing sex and in coming to that conclusion I've also stumbled my way into a sense of motivation and initiative I didn't know I had.
I'm curious if others have experienced something similar and are willing to discuss it. Anyone else unironically embracing their volcel oath? Lmfao
I just did a run of it because my partner had a uterine injury so even thinking about it caused some bleeding. I went into the full volcel lifestyle for a while to cope and it was reasonably plesant for a time. However I am not fundamentally ace or demi.
I eventually broke though. I created a fully disreputable wankstation. Hidden away I abandoned all shame and guilt and got some plastic cheeks to beat and just got it all out of my system. From this hyperbaric time training I have incread both my fuck power and fuckspeed. I think if it lasted long enough I eventually would have started seeing sexworkers periodically. It ended up being healthier for me. If I have another dryspell in the future I am going to go full waifu hunter first next time.