Maybe I just watch a lotta 
vlogs, but the thoughts always come back to me. It's like my conscious mind can step back from the controls and watch my subliminal mind take over on auto-pilot. Without thinking about it, my body is taking care of my material needs, my space, keeping me fed and comfortable. That subliminal force is there all the time though, I just don't notice it. It has to be that way for everyone too right? 95% of our personal decisions throughout the day were based on subliminal thought & behavior patterns to keep us comfortable. Even the most spontaneous and erratic brain can only make a %5 sway on the ships course.
It's probably a politically self-interested affirming idea that weed unlocks the Marxism in all of us lol. But it feels nice to have a physiological experience resonate with my beliefs.
Re-reading my post title after writing it in earnest has me laughing and cringing. It's like an ironic jab at what a CIA asset would write to get commie cred.
Maybe it's cause I'm also high rn but I don't see how the thoughts you've just described relate that strongly to materialism
I think It's my head being able to perceive and peel back a few layers of itself. A small recognition that consciousness is a part of every other material relationship.
Ah, I understand now. Yea that sounds really cool you find that nice and that it helps affirm your beliefs!
I do feel the same on weed and psychs! Very thankful that it helps ground me in reality whenever I trip balls because otherwise I'd probably be one of those people who believe in an alternate universe/plane/reality or acid beings
I wanna believe that the astral acid being believers would make amazing marxists.
It's like a communist version of Jon Stewart in Half Baked lol
"You ever think about materialism
on weed?!"Weed just makes me anxious, tbh. But yeah, "the self," "free will," etc. - all of that shit is just an illusion.
Oooooh if you feel that way with weed, just wait till you try shrooms - it's the ultimate humanist materialism.
Yeah it foes this but like the other person said, it also makes me paranoid lol.
