Fuckin losers just tryna tell other people how to process the existential ennui of this meaningless existence. If you find that with some new-age pagan shit than comrade its all good, when we cut off bezos's head i'll help you make a pentagram out of the blood or something idk what you do.
I kinda feel the same way, I just try to learn about as many different types of worship and spirituality as I can because I think its fascinating. Plus there are lessons to be learned everywhere so why not? Psychedelics definitely help as well lol.