Honestly, i get second hand dysphoria from seeing V*ush. It's just devastating how gross his deeply dishonest, simpy, chasery way of doing masculinity is. Everything about how that dude tries to be a man is just the most needy, most passively pushy attempt to get laid and it's just pure eeew and ick. Even if i was 4 more years into HRT and laser hair removal and would have perfect passing and spot-on makeup and hair game and all the guys on the street would go full when i'm walking by being my goth gf's goth gf, a brief glimpse of would be enough to transport me back to the point where my egg had just cracked and i realized for the first time that i need to do all these drugs to repress that the sight of the stubble on my chin is slowly killing me.
There is a huge problem these days with vast numbers of white millennials looking like V--sh. I can barely go outside without running into these people. There is just like a V--sh Type of Dude out there that is very common, like a Ford Model T. I feel like a rebel pilot with a mustache in an x-wing screaming about how "they're everywhere, I can't shake 'em!" right before I get blown up.
Either that, or I just think about V--sh too much, even though I've spent maybe five minutes of my life maximum watching any of his videos.
I had that hair/beard combo until I saw a picture of myself and realized I looked exactly like
A friend of mine told me "That's what dysphoria feels like"
Honestly, i get second hand dysphoria from seeing V*ush. It's just devastating how gross his deeply dishonest, simpy, chasery way of doing masculinity is. Everything about how that dude tries to be a man is just the most needy, most passively pushy attempt to get laid and it's just pure eeew and ick. Even if i was 4 more years into HRT and laser hair removal and would have perfect passing and spot-on makeup and hair game and all the guys on the street would go full
when i'm walking by being my goth gf's goth gf, a brief glimpse of 
would be enough to transport me back to the point where my egg had just cracked and i realized for the first time that i need to do all these drugs to repress that the sight of the stubble on my chin is slowly killing me.
There is a huge problem these days with vast numbers of white millennials looking like V--sh. I can barely go outside without running into these people. There is just like a V--sh Type of Dude out there that is very common, like a Ford Model T. I feel like a rebel pilot with a mustache in an x-wing screaming about how "they're everywhere, I can't shake 'em!" right before I get blown up.
Either that, or I just think about V--sh too much, even though I've spent maybe five minutes of my life maximum watching any of his videos.