for the past few days, it's like my body's not messing around anymore, it just straight up wants me to procreate RIGHT NOW. admittedly it feels kinda good to be this horny, but it's also distracting and annoying, not just because it makes me feel like i have an ulterior motive all the time, but also because i don't have a horny personality, so all this horniness isn't very well integrated into the rest of me.
i'm not really asking for advice, just getting some feelings out
Have you considered trying to raise your IQ instead of raising your penis? Make your brain bigger. Studying craniology and haplogroup IQ test results and watching Destiny streams diverts blood flow to the brain.
Speaking of diverting blood to the brain have you considered trepanning?