for the past few days, it's like my body's not messing around anymore, it just straight up wants me to procreate RIGHT NOW. admittedly it feels kinda good to be this horny, but it's also distracting and annoying, not just because it makes me feel like i have an ulterior motive all the time, but also because i don't have a horny personality, so all this horniness isn't very well integrated into the rest of me.
i'm not really asking for advice, just getting some feelings out
i think that's what's happening in my case too. i was depressed all through my teens and early 20s, which were peak "learning how to be horny" years, so now that the depression is lifting i'm horny as fuck but i don't know how to be horny and it's weirding me out.