I appreciate you making an effort and maintaining hope despite past experiences. It shows you’re forward thinking and is a good predictor for change and progress. I’m just a med student but I have firsthand experience with dozens of people who have been in a similar position as you and I’m happy to make myself available to you any time if you have questions about stuff like med management or therapy. Let me know what your doctor thinks about trying something like lithium or depakote. Sometimes people with BPD get misdiagnosed with depression and get put on ssri’s which can make the treatment process longer or more difficult.
I appreciate you making an effort and maintaining hope despite past experiences. It shows you’re forward thinking and is a good predictor for change and progress. I’m just a med student but I have firsthand experience with dozens of people who have been in a similar position as you and I’m happy to make myself available to you any time if you have questions about stuff like med management or therapy. Let me know what your doctor thinks about trying something like lithium or depakote. Sometimes people with BPD get misdiagnosed with depression and get put on ssri’s which can make the treatment process longer or more difficult.