Like, I feel detached bemusement about his presidency, and I feel pity for his followers.

It feels wrong that I'm not up in arms about the disaster he has wrought, but I'm not sure why I feel that way. Does part of me maybe admire him for his gumption and upending part of the system? He was always part of the swamp, but part me of feels like I'll miss him?

I don't know. My emotions are all over the place, and it feels weird that I can't come to terms with them. Anyone else?