I haven't been able to safely smoke any dank for a couple weeks due to covid so I've started dreaming nightly again. It's made me remember how much I dislike dreaming.
Most of my dreams are filled with disturbing or troubling imagery, I tend to wake up several times in the night from these dreams, and when I finally wake up in the morning I'm always confused and disoriented for a minute because the dreams feel so real.
I also have some serious chronic pain/ muscle tension and I think that translates into dreams about being bullied, hunted and murdered etc much more often than the average person. So yeah, I hear ya
Shit is that why I always have bad dreams? I've got very bad chronic joint pain.
It definitely makes it hard to keep your mind in a positive place, both waking and sleeping. I struggle to keep it from distorting my personality, but basically too late.