I’m constantly going back and forth from being sober and drinking hard. I see myself becoming aware during my binges, and I feel like garbage during the comedown. I can’t quit cold turkey, so I’m limiting myself to weekend like I said.

And thanks comrade. I’m not taking classes this semester. Doing just online classes does not help me learn or retain. So I’m just working and listening to podcasts, theory, and shit at work all night. It’s all a struggle. If you need anything my dms are always open.