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  • RedArmor [he/him]
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    4 years ago

    I appreciate it comrade but I can’t let myself be a burden to even more people

    • crime [she/her, any]
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      4 years ago

      You're our comrade, mutual aid means we all help each other and we've got your back when you need it just like you would if you were doing okay and someone else needed help.

      You're not a burden, that's just what the capitalists want you to think.

      Please do consider posting to the mutual aid comm or something if we can help. Hope things look up for you regardless.

      Love and solidarity, comrade :af-heart:

      • RedArmor [he/him]
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        4 years ago

        I might. Just depends how things go in the morning and how hopeless I am (if I can be any more). I appreciate it comrade

    • DickFuckarelli [he/him]
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      4 years ago

      I had the hardest time when I got out. That was 15 + years ago. I know what you're going through or at least I can understand.

      If you want to talk, DM me. If not, I totally get it. I just want to help.

      Just know you're not a burden. I felt the exact same way and made some costly mistakes. We are here for each other.

      • RedArmor [he/him]
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        4 years ago

        It’s pure agony some days. It’s so much a struggle to move some times.

        • DickFuckarelli [he/him]
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          4 years ago

          I wanted to die multiple times. I would think, I can fix multi million dollar war machines but I can't even hold onto a fucking repairman job.

          They don't prepare you. It's not your fault. But you can get through it. We can cope. Find a support system. And no bullshit, if that starts with you reaching out here then do it.

          • RedArmor [he/him]
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            4 years ago

            I’ve almost done it a few times. Only thing that stopped me I guess was a few pounds on a trigger. Idk.

            They don’t and then cry out when vets Kill themselves all the time. But still send us to “war.”

            • DickFuckarelli [he/him]
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              4 years ago

              You matter. They used us as either bait or fodder, but you have a soul inside you and brains in your head. We need you here even if you feel out of place and out of step.

              You can get through this.

              Please reach out to someone. It's way easier than grinding your gears on your own.

              • RedArmor [he/him]
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                4 years ago

                I’ve been bottling stuff up even before the army. It’s spilled out before but I didnt realize it could get this bad. I just started new meds so I’ll reach out to my doc about someone to talk to

    • PorkrollPosadist [he/him, they/them]
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      4 years ago

      Comrade. We may not be miracle workers, but there are thousands of us. Debt is a spook. This burden shit is for the birds. Just let us know if you need anything. Those of us who are fortunate enough to lend a hand are eager for the chance,