like.. even most irl leftists don't seem to support us, especially outside of america. my dad's a borderline fascist, my mom's an alcoholic, my friends will most likely stop talking to me out of shame, dating is fucking impossible when trans.
why live
honestly happiness comes from self-actualization. that is the most impressive quality. become a radical trans revolutionary hero. dating will not be impossible when you grow up again tomorrow and Become (even more) Cool. People are open minded and you can fucking stun them just by becoming the real you.
why die? you can help people, you can be a fucking messiah figure like Lenin if you want it bad enough
being surrounded by libs and fash is its own psychological hell, of course you feel miserable, you can grow past them and that life though, but they’re probably fucking stuck there and over time you’ll even feel sorry for them tbh
btw you can terrorize fascists and be completely justified in doing so
As Nietzsche said, "Become who you are!"
yes in fairness sometimes it can go wrong but it remains good advice for comrades, the point is more to become who you want to be: by denying Becoming through denying Being Nietzsche is nihilist SHIT (also that’s probably not what he meant but I get the criticism)
Nietzsche was one of the most anti-nihilists there was, actually. There's a great academic/scholarly book called The Affirmation of Life: Nietzsche on Overcoming Nihilism that goes into great detail about this.
The contradiction doesn’t surprise me ;)