Gorb [they/them]

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Cake day: March 14th, 2024

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  • You'll feel a lot better when you set those boundaries but it took me many years after moving out to do it. I let my parents push me around for years with emotional manipulation and constant guilt tripping until one day i actually told them how they made me feel... The intention was to get them to see my perspective but what happened was my mum had a massive meltdown and went fully into denial then decided to flip it around and make me the problem lol so i gave them the middle finger and haven't spoken to them in 2 years.

    The part that hurt the most was my dad telling me he now likes my mum again after i went because he and i quote "doesn't have to see her being mean to me"....

    Upside is the chronic anxiety i had since I was like 7 just up and vanished as if i never had it to begin with






  • Gorb [they/them]toaskchapoWhen did you first gain consciousness?
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    3 days ago

    I'm on the opposite side of this where i wonder how everyone forgets what being a child is like so easily. I could with relative ease recount a fair chunk of my life from about 4 to 18 although my memory has always been a bit odd


  • Gorb [they/them]toaskchapoWhen did you first gain consciousness?
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    3 days ago

    First time I have proper memories was nursery so 3-4 I remember standing off by the side watching all the other kids wondering why they were able to have fun so easily.

    Earliest earliest memory i don't know if they actually were earlier but some vague concept of falling down the stairs and my parents watching the old war of the worlds movie. I have a lot of memories of my first ever nightmares but not sure when those happened.

    Oh oh one actually did pop into my memory i was 2 i think maybe older idk but was potty training and i decided to sniff my poo and then vomitted i was a genius. Sniffing my poo made me sentient




  • I tried typing out many things and deleted them and have come to the conclusion I don't even know how I feel about Christmas. I think my brain is cooked when it comes to anything that would typically be family related. Christmas i don't feel many strong emotions towards i just feel indifferent but watching my bf careful wrap the 10 billion presents he got everyone is very cute





  • First phone i bought with my own money was an s6 and yeah it died after a year with some boot looping thing. Couldn't even get my photos off it so i lost a lot cos I didn't back shit up back then lol... Still pissed. Engaging with Samsung support to use the warranty also didn't work because their customer support website just didn't function at all

    Got a windows phone after and ngl its still the best phone i ever used