Today has been a busy day, and I feel like I've made good progress with several important things. Had my first appointment with a speech therapist experienced in helping trans people, and now I'm back to voice training 
Trying a different tactic, hopefully I'll actually be able to stick to it this time 
Every monday I have an appointment with my therapist, but this time I show up only to find out that he's on vacation. Cool, not like they could have told me that ahead of time 
The loneliness and executive dysfunction are most noticable for me in the weekend. I have all this free time, two whole days where I can do whatever. But I have no friends to hang out with, and no motivation to do anything other than scroll through social media and think about how bad my life is 
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Brain is empty today 
Been on 20mg ritalin for about a week now, and I'm still struggling just as much as before 
Learned about a different type of ADHD treatment called interactive metronome, and I might try that if the medications don't work out.
My brain is so mean to me Just a constant stream of negativity towards myself. Nothing is ever good enough
I'm so impatient, I really wish it would go faster. But at the same time it's easier for me to keep boymoding when there's no big, sudden changes. It is what it is, I guess...
According to my mom my face looks softer and more feminine 
She also said my nose has gotten thinner 
Seems HRT is still doing it's thing, I'm just really bad at noticing it.
So, I read a comment on youtube about cleanliness OCD, and I seriously think I have some form of that. I'm not sure if it's bad enough to warrant being called a disorder in my case, though. Will definitely be bringing this up with my therapist the next time I see him.
It's so great. You can't even buy a new washing machine now without AI being crammed into it. I'm sure the next kettle I buy will also have AI, somehow
Gonna get started on ADHD medication again real soon. Strattera has been completely useless for me, so I'm hoping I can find something else that will actually do something about my awful executive dysfunction. I want to give adderal a try, but they'll only consider prescribing it to me if none of the other medications work, sadly.
Yeah, I think this was for the best. Hopefully I can find something less back-breaking. I'm also not sure if my ADHD ass could have handled working in such a loud environment 
Industrial laundry, actually. Supposedly working there would have required me to stay bent over for hours at a time. Would have been very bad for my back. 
Just got rejected from a job because of my height 🥲
God, I hate being tall 
Even before my egg cracked I hated it, and now I hate it even more. My life would be so much better if I wasn't tall.
I'm too eepy to continue this conversation. I'll just say that we're two different people, and I'm not necessarily capable of doing the same things as you. Maybe I'll figure something out, or maybe not. Who knows.
Skjønnhet er subjektivt. Når det er sagt, så mener jeg at de fleste byer i Norge er veldig stygg, og det er hovedsaklig på grunn av hvor bilsentrisk de alle er. You pretty much have to live in one of the biggest cities if you want to avoid the suburban sprawl and strip malls. It's part of the reason I want to move.
Idk, seems like a very idealist statement. So much would have to change in order for that to happen. I can't even get hired for the most basic of jobs in the city I currently live in, how am I supposed to get hired for a job in another city? The only possibility I see is if I get another education, but that's not happening anytime soon.
Hell yeah!