an_actual_pigeon [she/her, comrade/them]

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  • I'll never be able to think about Blizzard or any of their games again without thinking of that hilarious horrifying story of one of their employees stealing a coworker's breast milk from the fridge. Like, it's so disgusting and perverse and invasive, it actually loops back around to being a little funny. It sounds like a dumb Nick Mullen bit, like how is that real? How pathetic and weird do you have to be to do something like that? Actual freak shit, actual freak behavior. Imagine being that poor fucking woman, just knowing for the rest of your life that the milk your body worked so hard to produce to feed your beloved child, an ancient primal mammalian biological tradition between mother and child going back millions of years, some fucking anonymous bozo compsci grad who wears pre-faded superhero tees from target stole it and... did who knows god what with it. Drank it? Jacked off with it? Who fucking knows?! And she just has to live with that now?!

    as much as I enjoyed Overwatch at its height, I can't see it or WoW or anything else Blizzard related without remembering

    "oh yeah, the fucking tiddy milk guys. the mommy's milker thieves. the grown toddlers who stole some lady's milk."

    like its so absurd that its hilarious. what an absolute embarrassment and disgrace that they didn't use any company resources to find out who this loser was and name and shame him - they're a massive company, you can't tell me those fuckers didn't have security cameras in their office. And if they didn't, well they pretty fucking clearly need cameras to supervise their gamer staff from stealing each other's precious bodily fluids.


  • I mean, I know Fallout's social commentary and heavy-handed attempts at poignancy is pretty on the nose in terms of the desolate mid-century american wasteland practically screaming at you "THIS IDEOLOGY AND LIFESTYLE LEADS TO DEATH AND ANNIHILATION", but I'd say that Fallout is as much as celebration of 50s/60s americana as it is a critique of it. Like, yes, it's literally post-apocalyptic, but its making constant adoring allusions to sci-fi drive-in B movies, midcentury pop culture, and pulp fiction. There's a real unironic love and appreciation for that era of America on display in Fallout, much to my chagrin, even as someone who can deeply share that cultural reverence. Sometimes I feel like it goes down the "wow wasn't the 60s cool and wacky?!" route a little bit too much at times, especially these days. Its like, yeah, but if you're not further deconstructing it in some way or using it to make an interesting point, it feels a little hollow. Fallout is at its best (in my view) when it's able to perform as a simultaneous celebration and deconstruction of Americana. I think it disarms people who might not be willing to accept a critique of America otherwise.








  • When I was a child, my scratch-a-liberal family would give me endless shit about putting ketchup on my eggs. Because it's "gross" to them - never mind what I thought tasted good as a stupid idiot child. I was told it was childish and to outgrow it if I wanted to be taken seriously, and so I did. For the first time in about 20 years I had an egg and cheese sandwich with ketchup on it. They were wrong. They were such absolute fools. Ketchup on eggs is god tier, as good if not better than sriracha. Little pigeon was 100% right about her own taste and I wish I could tell her that.

    I know this probably wasn't your main point OP, but it's weird how people assign such moral and cultural value around someone putting a sweet vinegary vegetable paste on their food. "Oh no, the optics!" Absolutely unhinged, not materialist, and frankly embarrassing for any grown-ass adult to pass judgment on someone else's food tastes. Unless it's Mayo, that stuff is nasty - I don't like it on my food and therefore nobody else should be allowed to have it without feeling shame.

    Also, who the fuck are these french chefs? Are we sure they aren't clowns? Mimes perhaps? It's my understanding that roughly 30% of France's population is now Mimes.




  • I can't recommend The Dispossessed enough. It radically changed my perspective on the world and helped me imagine what a different world could look like, really breaks you out of that "Capitalist Realism" mindset. It almost felt like Ursula was speaking directly to me. I felt like a better person after reading it.

    House of Leaves is also absolutely killer. Probably a big muse for the viral "Backrooms" and other "analog horror" content. It's a legitimately fun and exciting read that feels like you're really diving into something special, and the framing devices are so gnarly.

    A Canticle for Leibowitz is a great read, a major inspiration for the Fallout series if you're into that. Follows the rebuilding of humanity after a massive nuclear war in the 1960s, centering around a a small roadside abbey in the American southwest over the course of hundreds of years.

    I really enjoyed Alex Garland's The Beach, which might be better known for the 2000 film with DiCaprio. It's about a comfortably middle-class early 20s british guy who backpacks in Thailand and accidentally stumbles upon a secret and hidden "perfect paradise island" with a granola hippy commune of westerners living on it. It evolves into some cool social commentary and yknow, you see the dark underbelly of what's keeping this "paradise" afloat. It's a cliche, but I think the book had a better execution.

    Same thing with Fight Club and The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo. Slightly dated but solid titles that have a lot to say about power, gender, sexuality, and finding purpose in the post-modern world. TGWTDT has some of the most engaging and page-turning characters I've ever seen in media, with the punk anarchist hacker Lisbeth Salander, and the rogue gumshoe journalist and cocksman of stockholm, Mikael Blomkvist. The whole series by Stieg Larsson is amazing if you haven't gotten around to it.

    I'd also recommend Aldo Leopold's "A Sand County Almanac". Really amazing meditative stuff in there. Imagine if Walden was written by someone actually competent and self-reliant. That book got me through some really rough times.


  • I can't help but be triggered to effortpost by this. I know I said something to this effect in the other thread you made, and I'm glad to see many others here saying the same thing, but holy shit dude, this guy should just look at porn. It's clearly all these dudes want to do, just goon their lives away. There's something so deeply unsettling to me about this specific combination of militaristic murderdeath with bullets penetrating flesh, and this juvenile pornographic and dehumanized perspective on more than half of the human race. It just betrays this libidinal desire from their id that just wants to violently murderrape women. Even if they're incels who are too physically and emotionally incompetent to even get close to achieving that, the fact that there are (if not large in number, certainly vocal) men who think like this and who stoke each other's desires is terrifying as a woman. It's not hard to imagine at a certain point the wires get crossed and the fantasies of power through violence get misdirected at the "objects" of their erotic attraction.

    Like, I love something like Ion Fury, right? acab-3 of course, but that shooter feels like a power fantasy for all genders with just a little bit of cheesecake. She's hot and powerful and violent, but it never feels like agency is being taken away from her or that she literally just exists as an object to be jacked off over.

    Whatever this "improvement" is supposed to be probably can't even be described as a primarily sexual thing, it seems mostly based on a seething hatred of women in any role except sexual subservience. Which isn't actually sexual, just an example of someone's brainworms around sex.

    God this is so real, @EelBolshevikism@hexbear.net. While the constant feed of porn and "gooning" play a clear part of this, I think you're right that at its core is a deep hatred of women. It's not even about sex, I imagine many of them would actually be repulsed at the thought of actual physical intimacy. Maybe DE was right and that really is the ultimate starting point of fascism.

    dubois-depressed

    It's self-evident, but these men just hate women. They have such clear annoyance and contempt for them. They feel so entitled to women's bodies from media brainwashing and nearly 6000 years of overwhelmingly patriarchal world history. They see not letting them cum in you as an affront, as real violence against their fragile egos. "How dare you?!" They don't even want to see women happy. They want women to prioritize literally everyone except themselves. They don't want to see women self-actualize and be beautiful and powerful on their own terms. They just want to jack off to disposable second-class citizens to feel any sort of power.

    Can you even fucking imagine hating women like that? Its hard for me to conceive. The women of the world, who endure and give so fucking much. Mothers, Daughters, Sisters, Friends.

    How are these fascist men even human anymore at that point?

    how-compelling wall-flipped

    wall. wall. all of them. wall. its kinder than they deserve.




  • I know many people who have stated OP's point are often being hyperbolic for the sake of comedy, but I really do think you're on to something here, and I want to elaborate on it further. Nearly universally, every one of these online chuds who make endless waterfalls of "HAS insert media here GONE WOKE?!" content - if you followed all of their advice and listened to all of their complaints and did exactly what they asked you to, you would eventually just have hardcore pornography wherein someone who looks just like them violently fucks women and kills men. A snuff film, in effect. And every one of these "content creators" I mentioned, it should be said, just so happen to look like the sort of guy who just goons all day and loves jacking off more than anything else. I mean this, seriously and sincerely, and as someone who is generally sex-positive and pro-masturbation: these dudes have had their brains fucking COOKED and FRIED by watching too much hardcore porn and just gooning constantly. It's almost self-evident, they're practically telling on themselves. And now, any time they engage with media whose sole focus isn't being titillating to their deranged viciously misogynistic fantasies, they throw a tantrum like a baby. More broadly, I think they apply this same worldview onto reality at a certain point too, and then their pornographic habits bleed into how they view the real world, and even worse, how they view politics and other human beings. Porn can be fine, isolated in a context, and so can self-pleasure, but these dudes are clearly taking it way too far and letting it infect how they see the rest of the world. Having 24/7 access to porn isn't enough, they DEMAND like a petulant child that all media, universally, look exactly like the porn they consume.

    This is a thread I want to pull on more and an idea I've wanted to explore more. How men's porn consumption habits (specifically hardcore, violent, and overtly misogynistic pornography, which is blasted everywhere online) can lead to real changes in their political views, especially if it's something that's done daily or every other day. Then, by demanding that reality conform to their expectations that have been established through pornography, they essentially non-consentually rope us all into their weird sexual fantasies and kinks. You see it with Muskrat and his breeding kink. You see it with incels and tradcaths. And you see it with this weird unwavering insistence that "NO! All women are SEXY BITCHES! It is woke BRAINWASHING to tell me strong butch women exist!! Theres never been a strong woman ever! I know that for a fact because every day I watch 3-4 hours of videos of women being overpowered and brutalized by men! That's normal and healthy!! Shut up I don't have a problem!!"



  • yeah, and like, I hope it's clear in my OP, but literally all I want to know is what to do to not trigger their flagging system again. I have no idea what I did or why I was flagged as NSFW. If there's something I need to do to prevent their automated algorithm from doing that again, I kind of need to know what it is to properly be able to use my tumblr blog in the normal expected way. I'm not looking to admonish anyone, I'm not looking to yell at anyone, or berate anyone, I just want to know how I'm supposed to use their website properly, and FAQs just don't cut it. There isn't a FAQ for my specific situation, lol.


  • That perspective makes sense, it's definitely a "yes, and", not an "either/or". And while it makes sense from a business and logistics perspective, I think companies being more opaque and being harder to access is going to have severely negative effects over the long term. I think it's only reasonable to expect that every organization with humans behind it should have some sort of human representative, even if it's just a doorman at the office to tell you to go away. They benefit immensely from the public, why shouldn't there be a way for the public to communicate with them? But earnestly, maybe that's a naive and childish expectation for me to have.