It’s just one of those things you would never realize. Cause all that pain you felt in the past was just background noise. Now that you have words for it, and now that you know what it is, it has taken form and you can see it for what it is. It’s not fun, but persisting is imperative.
Let me just say one thing as a woman that is 20 months into transitioning. It gets better. I promise. The pain comes and goes, but the girl stays forever.
It’s just one of those things you would never realize. Cause all that pain you felt in the past was just background noise. Now that you have words for it, and now that you know what it is, it has taken form and you can see it for what it is. It’s not fun, but persisting is imperative.
on the one hand, it's been hard enough for the last fuck knows how many years, can I really keep going when it feels worse like this?
on the other hand, I was already prepared to just suck up the dysphoria for the rest of my life. The end is in sight now
Let me just say one thing as a woman that is 20 months into transitioning. It gets better. I promise. The pain comes and goes, but the girl stays forever.