I have been and last night was wonderful. Today I'm feeling a lot of fear and it almost feels like yesterday happened to somebody else, which is to say the boy mode is bad because of the political climate after what happened yesterday to Trump.
When I see myself in the mirror I still see a woman (thank you long beautiful hair), but when I rest in my body I feel like a boy and it sucks.
Ofc it's often difficult in the beginning, and continue to be to some extent for a while depending on the person. But also, you are at the very beginning. If you can, focus on on the woman you see. The body will come. Hell just seeing yourself as a woman more often may make the body less of an issue, though HRT just becomes more and more tempting regardless based on my experience.
dysmorphia
I have been and last night was wonderful. Today I'm feeling a lot of fear and it almost feels like yesterday happened to somebody else, which is to say the boy mode is bad because of the political climate after what happened yesterday to Trump.
When I see myself in the mirror I still see a woman (thank you long beautiful hair), but when I rest in my body I feel like a boy and it sucks.
Ofc it's often difficult in the beginning, and continue to be to some extent for a while depending on the person. But also, you are at the very beginning. If you can, focus on on the woman you see. The body will come. Hell just seeing yourself as a woman more often may make the body less of an issue, though HRT just becomes more and more tempting regardless based on my experience.